Wednesday Douglas Tue Aug 30, 2011 3:13 pm
Just then the refreshments appeared on the tables; homemade soft drinks and the ubiquitous cocoa that seemed to be a staple at the Institute. Wednesday stepped into the center of the room. "I think now is a good time to take a break," she said, smiling. "20 minutes should do it." Pointing to the refreshment said said, "Help yourselves."
After everyone had gotten a drink and was milling about, Wednesday moved in and began speaking. "I'd like to say something, mostly for the benefit of Annie and Kerry, but all to remind everyone of something--" She sipped from her own soft drink. "There is always more to this class than just magic; we're not here just to work on charms above our year rank and BS over drinks."
She smiled. "I've always got something in mind beyond just teaching you different ways of doing things. You all know our official motto: 'We're not about failure'." Several of the students smiled because they knew what was coming next. "But always remember our unofficial motto--"
Nearly everyone said it aloud: "We ain't magic's bitch!"
Laughing, Wednesday waited for everyone to settle before continuing. "Everyone is going to be off from time to time. No one is going to get things right first time, every time--" She eyed Kerry while thinking evil thoughts, then went on. "Nadine has been playing quidditch for years, and she can tell you: all the practice and all the teamwork isn't going to help on those days when things just don't jell. Right?" Nadine nodded, rolling her eyes.
"And the thing that makes this the most difficult--when you do magic, you are alone. It is you and magic and nothing else. Potions, charms, transfiguration, flying, herbology, divination ... it's you and magic in a struggle to see who comes out on top.
"And magic isn't always in a hurry to give up."
Another sip, a strand of hair brushed from her face, and Wednesday was ready to go on. "Failure isn't not getting a charm off, or screwing up a spell, or ... whatever. Failure is telling magic its won. It's giving in and saying 'It's too hard, I think I'll stick with waiting until 3rd Year to figure out how to wash windows with magic' and doing what's expected of you--" She calmed herself; thinking of her own early days at Sky and Summit usually got her excited.
"Most of all, failure is saying you aren't interested in discovering your full potential." She paused before saying, "I had someone help me find my potential early on, and it was a good thing because... I was on my way to being a failure. I sucked at charms the first three months of my 1st Year. But one of the teachers--she saw something else, and taught me. And helped me, and even got me this job." She sighed, remembering her days standing where her students stood. "She didn't make me who I am, but she helped to show me how I could become this person.
"And that's why you're here. I saw all of you do things well before you were suppose to, and how you kept at things until you got it... but mostly I saw something in all of you that said 'There is potential here'.
"If there is anything you get out of this class, it's this: it is never what you know up here--" Wednesday touched her forehead. "It's how you feel here--" She placed her hand over her heart. "It's how you control magic, not how you let it control you.
"You're all special, never for get that, and not just because you're getting 6th Year while you're still a 3rd Year. That's good, but..." She almost giggled as she added, "I'm here to turn out Wendys, not Hermiones." A few of the students snicked as well, getting the in-joke.
She stepped away from everyone, saying "Carry on," before leaving the room to check on something in her office.